Have to go to a family dinner tonight. I haven’t seen my 75yr old aunt in six years and when we visited her two days ago, she whispered “wow, she’s gotten big” to my mom while I went to the bathroom. I’m 31 and stopped growing a long time ago so this wasn’t some cute “Oh my niece is all grown up” remark. No, it was a bullshit quip at my weight. A lot of my family is like this. So now I have to sit with them all (four more whom I havent seen in six years) for dinner all night and I’m half tempted to just order everyone the fucking menu and stuff my face like an obnoxious pig. Sorry I’m a woman now and I am not a tiny twenty year old anymore. Makes me so fucking mad because I want to not give a shit but it gets to me and I will spend the entire night feeling like a fat disgusting ugly slob. Holy shit family can stress me out sometimes D:
people and expecially family love to judge as they were Jeasus in the temple. Good luck, dear. Fight and then come back to us shiny and chrome as you are!!! and eat also for me U_U


