I don’t know why my vet doesn’t want use the world “tumor”. Say it, please, say “it could be a tumor” don’t say “it could be a thing”. I know my cat is old, she’s 17, she’s too old! She has old kidneys and old body and propably a tumor….but…..I know that I’m so lucky to have her from so long time and all this problems doesn’t mean we couldn’t have a lot of other good time together as we did from 17 wonderful years like sisters, friends, or like queen and pillow (I’m the pillow of course). So, say “tumor”, I’m not so weak as it looks, I can cry but I also have a lot of hope that I’ll have all the funny and love from time that nature’ll decide to give us.

Sorry for the moanful post. I’m just back from the vet and I have a storm of feelings inside me. I’m sad but I have also know that I can give to my Penelope all the love she deserves.